So dramatic, I know. Cami, shut up already about daylight savings time, I know. It is drawing all the energy out of me. I haven't been able to GET to sleep at a normal time, but I still have to wake up just as early. Then there is the coughing. OH THE COUGHING. Please coughing stop... While I lay there still awake trying to will myself to reset like my clock I hear poor little K's coughing, which is better than it was but still enough to drive me into a worry spiral that further prevents the sweet release of sleep.
Have I ever mentioned that I love sleeping? I know many people only sleep because they have to. Not me. I sleep because it is SO wonderful. I love sleep. I have always loved it. When I was a little girl K's age I would come home from school and take a nap. I big lovely nap. Everyday my mom would come in to wake me up and I would be the biggest grump ON THE PLANET because I wanted to sleep some more.
I slept in. I slept and slept. Not because I was depressed or unhappy, because I love to sleep. I have fantastic dreams, vibrant vivid dreams that I relish and delve into and remember.
Funny thing about not sleeping. When I don't sleep I don't get to dream. I miss dreaming. I miss sleeping.
I have walked through today like a zombie barely making it through the tasks I have set before me. And believe me people, there is so much before me to do. I haven't been able to concentrate. Caffeine isn't helping. I can't remember anything. I am messed up from lack of quality sleep. When I finally did fall asleep I swear I woke up every 30 minutes. I need sleep!
Tonight my goal is to sleep. In bed. By 10 pm. Not watching a movie. Not staying up to see the Daily Show. Sleep.
SLEEP!
sleeeeeeep...
(please)
Thursday, March 15, 2007
this sleep thing will be the end of me...
on the topic
daylight savings,
mommified,
sick,
sleep
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2 comments:
this must be something else that may run in our family. I am a sleep fiend, for exactly the same reason, the dreams. And I am grumpy as hell when someone wakes me, always have been. I hope you get some good medicinal sleep tonight
I am a total sleep fiend. My sleep has been all messed up since the sinus crap started, and I just live for Saturday when I don't have to get up at the ungodly hour of 4:45am.. I can stay in bed and sleep and sleep and sleep some more..... oh joy of joys, sleep. Get some tonight.
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